Well there has been a bunch of bullshit the has happened this weekend. I just want to start my say that me and Brandon just broke up, because he wanted to be stupid lastnight and cheat. I have put up with a lot of stuff but cheatin aint one of them. I cant tell you if I want to get back with him or not. All I can say is the there is too much drama going on and I dont want to deal with it. I am just fixin to say fuck it and leave everybody else alone and just live my life to the fullest. No guys and sure enough no girls. They aint nothin but a bunch of drama. I am just gonna sit at the house and just leave everybody alone. I have tried my hardest to just keep my cool and not do anything although I really want to. I am fixin to 18 years old and I aint goning to put up with anymore crap.

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Well yesterday I talked to Brandon because some girl called him and told him that he better cut all ties with me. I dont know who said it but. He said that if they didnt leave him alone then he is gonna change is number. I dont know though. It is gonna suck because he might not give me his number or not. :(

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I really dont care. And plus I dont know about it.

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I talked to Brandon last night and it made me cry because we were talkin bout the past. I also cried because of the stupid songs on the radio. It is crazy that I still love him but i do. And I cant help that I will forever. It is just very complicated. I dont know if he wants to be with me or not. Everybody else dont want me to talk to him but it is not up to them. It is up to me. I just wish people would stay out of my business.

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I went to the parade and I seen Brandon. We were talking for like forever. lol :)

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I dont have one.